Monday, April 29, 2013

Something

Note: The poem describes a minute bus stop in one of the terminals in Bangalore metropolitan city. Indians peeing on the wall is the most prominent thing one could see anywhere in India—in front of the crowd. Very embarrassing!



Everybody is doing something—
working, talking, staring, sitting,
sleeping, standing, waiting,
peeing…

I am doing nothing.
Just watching.
Or so I tell myself.



At a boulevard depot,
a minute bus stop,
I stand here looking—
doing nothing.
Or maybe doing everything
by doing nothing at all.



Everybody is doing something—
driving, climbing, jerking, crying,
reading, writing, playing,
peeing…

I am doing nothing.
But my mind is occupied
by all these somethings.
So am I really idle?
Or just busy in a way no one can see?



A minute watch.
Catch a touch
of wall painting
and wall washing.
Or is that just another name
for what they're doing over there?



Everybody is doing something—
selling, buying, tweaking, pulling.
Some happy, some sad, some eating.
Some angry, some disturbing.
A minute: three people peeing.

Wall painting or wall washing?
Hard to tell anymore.

I am doing nothing.
But my mind is occupied by all these somethings—
and still, I feel like I'm doing nothing.

Maybe that's my something.
Maybe watching is working.
Maybe standing here, confused and confident,
is the most honest thing anyone's doing today.

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Being Bad Boys


Boys are boys. Girls are girls. Nicely said.
Boys will remain boys—whether in Bhutan, India, Arab countries, Africa, or any community they belong to. There are no bars, no religions, no borders when it comes to their actions. They are, to put it kindly, damned bad birds.

They sleep all day and enjoy all night. They talk about sex—only sex, please, no love, no affection, no “how was your day?” They watch ridiculous movies. They play loud music. They never go to class. They never wash dishes. I suspect they believe dishes wash themselves by the sheer force of their indifference.

Very recently, a group of boys rented the upper floor flat. Four boys, one three-bedroom hall kitchen. Their behavior? Exactly the same script: loud music, zero hygiene, and sometimes—just for creativity—they throw buckets of water down the staircases. Crazy.
Those boys are complete maniacs. Because of them, I’ve started to think boys are a different species. They have no such thing as forbearance. They are sometimes like animals. In fact, they possess all the qualities of donkeys, monkeys, horses, and pigs—though I admit, that might be an insult to donkeys.

In my class, there was one very mannered, up-to-date, perfectly well-disciplined boy—more studious than even me (yes, even me). But as time passed, he changed. We told him he behaved like a girl, and now? He has become crazier than any of his classmates. He bunks class, sleeps in class, fights with teachers. He has simply become hopeless and mannerless. I feel he simply has no future. Congratulations to us—we successfully peer-pressured him into chaos.

In a distant land, there was a king. He wanted to discover where language comes from. He worked for many, many years. The crazy king asked all his ministers to research it. Finally, he concluded and laughed, declaring, "Language comes from society."
So, language is society-made. But boys, I guess, are not made by society. They are born tough and crazy by nature. The opposite of boys is girls. But mind you, some girls are not that opposite. They are equally crazy, or quite a lot more, than boys. Despite this, I do not have much knowledge of the duck's world. We live in the drake's world. (Look it up. I’ll wait.)

I have encountered many boys from different religious groups. On the surface, these boys appear religiously inclined—pious, proper, forbidden-fruit-avoiding types. But they do not. They say one thing and do the opposite right away. For example, Muslims are bound by a strict set of beliefs that forbid any form of adultery. Yet—well, you can guess. I have seen them drink, make girlfriends, sleep like pigs, and hardly ever pray. Why? Because they are boys.
Same story, different holy book.

As for me, I am a middle person—a kind of GNH follower. Not fanatical about everything, nor completely indifferent. I am on my way, doing all I can to assimilate and conform in life.
That is me.
(And no, I do not throw water down staircases. I have some standards.)

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Have I Voted?

There I stood
In front of an Electronic Voting Machine,
Unable to decide.

Three pictures on the EVM
Reflected me:
Who am I?
Why should I press the button?
Why am I here?

Three pictures on the EVM smile.
One: my father's enemy.
Second: my cousin brother.
Third: I didn't know him—
He never visited my village.
The trio had done nothing as such for the village.

I closed my eyes
And tried to study their past.
It was too late to decide.
I had heard so many voices
For three days in the village, saying:
Mr. X is good,
Mr. Y is excellent,
Mr. Z is outstanding.

Who knows who is good?
Or bad?
Politicians are the dirtiest species on earth—
Even you and I, if in their place,
Would be unable to decide.

So be it.
Right is the freedom to choose.

I came out—
Perplexed and saddened.
Have I cast a vote?
Or just a shadow of one?

Friday, April 19, 2013

Somebody Nobody

Everybody is somebody.
Somebody is nobody.
That somebody is me.

I am nobody.
It's me.
Today.



Everybody has somebody.
Somebody has nobody.
That somebody is me.

I have nobody.
It's me.
Today.



Here, in this distant place,
I run to and fro without pace,
looking for somebody.
But there awaits nobody.

That's me.
It will only ever be me.



Here I journeyed long,
a heart without a song.
Then I heard a gong—
life pongs
with all its wrongs.



Baffled, I cry out,
thinking of lucks—
of some ducks—
and me, the dropout.

Life pongs.
Sometimes with all wrongs.



Somebody will have everything.
Someday.

That somebody is me?
Or is that just another lie I tell myself?

Life is nothing.
It's the same every day—
without you.
Or me.
Or anyone who stays.

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Coincidence (Story)


Life has many twists and turns, and these twists and turns are the facts of realism. For every curve, there is a bend, and for every bend, there is a curve. For every significant day, there is an insignificant day. Because of the so-called unimportant days, a notable day exists in our lives. There are moments in life, thoughtless days, and unforgettable days.

Pema too has such a moment—an unforgettable day.

Pema, the celebrator of this day, is a brilliant boy of ten. Brilliant—yes, he is the topper of his class. Teachers gasp at his artwork. "What a beautiful drawing, Pema!" In every school drawing competition, the first prize is booked for him, always. That is Pema. Pema Tashi.

He is ten now, but he will never forget the day that shaped his life—blissfully. That was when he was eight years old.

He would care for, recollect, and muse over that day—the most important day of all his days. It was the day he heard that he had won a national-level poetry writing competition. He received the news on 12/11/2004. He was cherished, one of the happiest persons in the whole world. It was the turning point in his life. Because of that particular poem, he became a recognized figure. That beloved day encouraged him to continue writing from the heart and by his own hand. But it wasn't only the winning. On that day, something bizarre, unexpected, and special happened to him. Something greater than his victory.

On the night of November 11, 2004, he had a dream. He was trudging across dangerous, craggy rocks, sweating to cross them. His whole body was drenched. Then, from nowhere, a bird appeared—he couldn't name it—a white bird. The bird came beneath him and carried him to what felt like home. It was a beautiful home, filled with the radiance of candles and butter lamps. In front of him stood Jampelyang—the god of wisdom. Pema bowed low. Soon, he was awakened by a piece of music. He couldn't grasp the words. It was just a dream! To hear the music again, he tried to sleep, but sleep was gone. It was already dawn. All he could hear were knocks.

Pema opened the door. He was surprised to see a group of friends near the door, holding newspapers, all smiles and applause. He was down to earth! What had happened? Without delay, his friends told him what he would never forget for the rest of his life. They showed him the newspaper—his poem and his name were there. The previous weekend, he had sent a poem to the newspaper for the Kids' Poetry Competition. He had written about a tree in a treeless land: how a single tree changed the lives of many people, how it provided shelter for many lives. He described the shape of the tree, the surrounding landscape, and the weather conditions. It was a good poem, he thought—at least.

His poem was nominated as the best in the country. He had become like that single, lonely tree—now thronged by so many people in a short time. This day had changed him, just as his tree in the poem had changed many lives. In the struggle of his life, a white bird had appeared. This bird was his poem. He flew high. He was elated with the hive of life. The day became even more joyful when his English teacher read his poem and held him up as an example to his fellow students. Miss Dema read it three times! His teachers were proud. His classmates were proud. His school had something to be recognized for. Everyone congratulated him—all the teachers, a group of friends, a group of girls. His mother, brothers, and sisters were over the moon. His tree had brought change. His whole life had made a U-turn. After that, life had no more twists—it moved straight, no crooked paths, no hooks. He was to stay here, writing and receiving awards.

The day was swift. Merriness was everywhere, but one thing always lingered in his mind: his father's return. His father was said to have gone far away for further studies or some sort of training in the USA. Pema had been waiting for him for more than six years. His father had left when Pema was only two. His father sent letters. He sent photos. And only through those photos had Pema ever seen his father. His father sent love and hugs but never came. Pema's mother expected him to return anytime—for his children, if not for her sake. "The hope of my papa will remain as my dream," Pema told his mother one day. She always tried to make him think of other things and always told him that his father would come someday.

If Pema were to divide his mind into parts, about seventy percent was in a merry mood. Still, he felt incomplete that day. The sun was moving, touching the tip of the mountain. His heart melted down with the sun. His happiness began to melt too. He was sitting at the entrance, reading his poem "Tree." Lost. There was a rush of wind and a sweet aroma from the doorway. Pema looked up. He saw a gentleman, standing tall, looking at him, and smiling at him. He perfectly matched those photos. Behind the man, his mother beamed and burst out, "Here is your father!"

Pema ran toward him, and his happy tears ran down too. "What a coincidence of happiness!" Pema blurted out.

If his happiness had a volume, it would measure the entire space of the earth's joy.

From his long-awaited father, Pema had expected something—and his expectation did come true that day. His father gave him a white laptop from a black suitcase, so he could do more writing. Moreover, his father promised that he would stay with them for the rest of his life. Pema's happiness reached its brim. That day had chosen him—life had chosen him, God had chosen him. He was the chosen one, the most important one on that day. The day was unlike any other because of the series of momentous events. Pema soon narrated his day's events to his father and concluded with the remark, "This white bird is my white laptop." His mother laughed and said, "This white laptop is not a white bird." And his father said, "This laptop is a white bird." Everyone laughed.

That day was the most important and most colorful day of his life. If he ever had a remote control for his life, he would rewind and pause it to enjoy it slowly. He wondered if he would ever have a dream as beautiful as the one he had on that day. And he hoped that one day, the white bird would take him to the real world, where he could hear that beautiful music again.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

NOW


I can foresee my time, sometimes
My life
It's as simple as we come and go;
Ending days and nights.
And it is ceaseless
Thinking of the past
Thinking of the future
Days and nights
Of darkness, in my go in the future,
it seems;
Desolate, depressing, dying, penniless, no one to turn on
Suck in the swarthiness; no one care.
And the past was more dreadful than the future.

Why worry now?

Who needs yesterdays?
Who needs tomorrow?
Look at the stars
Shining tonight
Those thoughts
I leave now, all,
And live now,
Now, it’s bright
With the self-love and self-care
And with the trust and the truth inside
Keep me alright, now.

Friday, April 12, 2013

Your Vote is Your Voice

Come 23rd April, Bhutan will hold the second round of the National Council election, and many people will have exercised their franchise. I read that this time, the number of voters is far higher than before—which isn't saying much, because the election turnout in Bhutan was poor in 2008. Only about 51 percent of Bhutanese voted in our first democratic election. That means nearly half the country was doing something else. Possibly napping.

So yes, there is a need to encourage Bhutanese to cast their votes. People need to understand that voting and electing representatives is vital for them. Besides building awareness about the importance of voting, we need to raise understanding of political issues that concern all of us. The Election Commission of Bhutan has been doing great work through songs, pamphlets, gatherings, and announcements. But politics is not a small issue. That is why we must be empowered and take action in the best possible way. Casting our vote and making our voice heard is our right—and our major responsibility.

One of the most inclusive and simplified definitions of democracy is: "A system of the people, run by the people, for the people." Now, we know: voting is for ourselves. Unless you don't like yourself. Then maybe don't vote? (Just kidding. Please vote.)

Voting is one of the most important rights and responsibilities every citizen has. Casting a vote is a privilege, a right, and a duty. Sadly, many people nowadays simply don't want to vote for varying reasons. Some think their individual vote doesn't matter in the larger scheme. Some just aren't keen. Others believe none of the candidates deserve to be in power, so they don't bother. And some are left herding cattle in the jungle—which is a perfectly good excuse, except the cows don't have a vote either. Others face genuine hurdles like the distance to the polling booth.

Let me be blunt: A democratic government is a system of choosing representatives from the masses. Those representatives are then supposed to make the best decisions for the society they represent. If we don't take part in choosing the right person for our community, we forfeit the right to complain about the representative that others chose for us. And we all love to complain, don't we? So vote, or forever hold your peace (and your grumbling).

That's why a good citizen should always exercise their right to vote.

Every action we take each day determines what sort of country we want to live in and shapes who we are. Voting is one such action. Whether we vote or not, it will shape us and our country. We need to shape our lives positively now. We should show the political parties that our votes matter!

Every vote counts. An election can be decided by a single vote, and history could change because one person got—or lost—that one vote. Let me give you some examples:

· Richard Nixon, not John F. Kennedy, would have become U.S. President in 1960 if just one person from each voting place had voted differently. Imagine that hairline difference.
· Texas might not have become part of the United States in 1845 if one U.S. Senator had voted differently. The vote was 27–25. A tie, and Texas would still be waving its own flag.
· And closer to home: If we hadn't voted for Jigme Y. Thinley, he wouldn't have become Prime Minister of Bhutan. So yes, your vote can put someone in a very nice office.

So, we can make a difference by playing a role in choosing our leaders and shaping our laws through voting. But before we vote, we must also learn about the candidates and the issues. Know what's going on in our country and community right now, and try to predict the next five years—though if you have a crystal ball, please share.

Most importantly, as voters, we have the right to demand developmental activities, solutions to problems, and answers to crises from our elected officials. We can also demand they answer for any kind of questionable behavior—because we played our part in the democratic process. We voted. That gives us the glorious right to comment on everything the politicians in power do, from the big decisions to the silly hats they wear on national TV.

On the other hand, if we do not vote, we lose the power to say anything about how our representatives function. And let's be honest—keeping quiet is not our national strength.

Thus, the power of voting is the power of change. It's the power to make a mark in history and voice your opinion. So on 23rd April, don't be a cowherd on the sidelines. Go vote. Your country needs you—and your complaints.





Make Your Voice Heard ... Every Vote Counts!