Showing posts with label Wishes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Wishes. Show all posts

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Sometimes


Sometimes, darkness can be too dark
Not having a single spark
Dingy, long unending days
Seems no light at the end
And all things look empty and vain
Things fall apart
There, I wish hope.

Sometimes, silence can be too silent
Without any rustle or any breath
In a lonely place, and alone
And feeling and sensing so down
Feeling so diffident and so forlorn
There, I wish love and joy.

Sometimes, stresses can be too stressful
Without any prospect of solution
When troubles are troubling
And things are all in a hotchpotch
There, I wish peace and homely beauty.

Sometimes, love can be so hurtful
When a wounded heart breaks into pieces
Spread; all round me everywhere
On the carpet, on the sofa, on the pillows, the beds
Everywhere
There, I wish a truelove


I wonder why I am the only one at fault
Alone, bearing all these pains
My mind goes over the brink
Where will I set the foot?
Where will I rest?
Why do I get sucked into this tunnel?
So often
So dark, so indistinguishable
I try to hide
But especially from myself……. DARKNESS.

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

A Car Named Desire



Are you a mobile gadgets freak?  Do you change your mobile frequently?  How many mobiles do you have? Are some questions many people are asking these days.

Nobody would deny that this is an electronic age. We are living here. There are a lot of new things which have made our life so easy. Mobile phone is one of them which can be seen as the most used in the present-day phenomenon and in this fast-growing time. The mobile phone is a revolutionary step in the field of telecommunication.

Now there are many branded mobiles for people. There are different varieties of Nokia, you have Samsung, 
you have a blackberry, and you have iPhones - iPhone five-the latest.

Last time, my friend bought an iphone4, which was quite expensive but utterly useless to me, though it has so many facilities. I am not a kind of mobile freak. I don’t really like mobiles. We must remember this: Using cell phones too much is harmful to human health and can increase the risk of brain cancer. Not only that it harm eyes. There were many times, I didn’t even carry a mobile. Simple Nokia is enough for me. I can call with it anywhere around the world like apple phones with my Nokia. I have my laptop to use all facilities like mobile. Why need two when one is all that enough. Human desire is unlimited. The quick drop of an iPhone on the ground burns a year’s saving. Likewise, I never liked gold, silver, or whatever. Women love gold and jewelry. Human desire will go on if one never learns to cease. I never understand what the rationale behind people wearing gold is. There is no rationale as such for liking something and there is no reason to love; we simply love and like. I like cars; a very elegant and rich-looking cars. The car I bought in 2008, Hyundai Getz GVS was one of the nicest cars in that period but now it’s obsolete.

I love cars, but my Getz has bombarded; it has become quite expensive both in terms of fuel and maintenance. It’s now six years and I think I have fed him gallows of fuel. I was trying to sell him but it was difficult with new and cheap cars coming in. I like to buy a good BMW or Mercedes Ben, and for this, I think my family would have to have a piece of rice every meal. I wouldn’t do such a thing for personal desire, for personal happiness, for personal gains, etc. Now a thing is not only a thing. There are other things which mean a lot. One cannot deny the change in life with the change of time but when this change is over-exposed I think it’s pollution. I realize now that we must balance these two phenomena in order to create a healthy world.

My Getz GVS

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

The Moon on My Bed



Silently, silently in the night
What am I doing?
So let down
Lying on my bed
I can only see the moon
Through my pan
You are far
It warms me
But now the moon has slowly moved behind the clouds
Leaving me alone, alone
Ascending darkness upon me
How can be the night?
No night, no night
No evening, no evening
It comes every time…
I am dying
Thinking of visions
The visions of you
on my bed
Show me the moon.

I can’t wake up in the morning
For this whole night I can’t sleep
And days have become my nights
What can be good?
What happened to me?
I have changed
Because of the lack of love
That you show to me.

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Old Out, New In: New Year Resolutions

From google

Will 2013 Be A Snaky Year?

 
Every New Year, people tend to make some New Year resolutions, which may not be followed always. Yesterday evening, I was thinking of mine… what could be some of my New Year resolutions, ...despite a lot of ponderings, I couldn’t get as concrete as such. There are many but the moment I think about the year 2013, the year of a female snakes, I almost forget my resolutions. The snake is one of the most dreadful animals I have ever seen. I simply dislike the sound of it. I cannot imagine myself reborn as a snake, if so, I would faint, and die looking at my body.

I am kind of jumper, I look at a nice flat rock to land smoothly, and everyone is in fact. I cannot stick to New Year resolutions. Sometimes promises and pledges fail miserably and utterly. Anyways, it is good to take as a kind of frontage or reminder for the year. Below are some of my resolutions:

1)      I will try to be honest and be a kind of well-bred brat like before. No, honestly, I have all these good words in my mind this year; polite, respectful, modest, courteous, refine, decent, cordial, affable, etc. I hope to implement some of these in my ways of life in a better approach. I will try this year not to tell a single lie to anyone. The previous year was a mixture of a few liars because of the situation. I will try to be true to myself, no matter when the world falls apart. But I don’t know where this snake year will drag me. May it not be a snaky year? I pray.

2)      I will try to be an understanding person. If you fail or if I fail, I will understand it, not a big deal. The greater part of life is made because of understanding each other. Understanding doesn’t mean enlightenment of sorts here. It is the way to think about others’ problems, situations, etc, and acting on them. I pledge to my family that I will become more generous and considerate this year( if they pledge to do so to me) and my children, I will understand, even if you pass the shit on my forehead, I will understand. And hope they wouldn’t mind too if I do the same!

3)      I will try to forget this contentious concept of every action has its own reaction. This has brought me so many sicknesses to me and others at the same time. Tit for tat, going against, becoming unruly, etc have to be minimized this year. I will mind my own business (eat my own share, not others). More patience is what I will become, but truly I am impatient of this snake year. I think something will happen to me; is it good, or bad. Something. I pray.

4)      I will try to cultivate more love for my family, parents, children, and others. What makes the world to moves around; is it a gravitational force or is it money? Certainly, they are not, as far as my understanding of life recently. It is love that makes the world move around. And the hatred stops the world completely. I will resole the wheels of life with better outlooks. I will fire my gun hard so that everyone can hear the messages of love. So, goodness is in the air, but I fear if love is only one-sided. One-sided love is always madness and I wonder I may not become mad this year with love.

5)      I will hook near the warm fireside like a cat in the home. Enough is enough-this is what the protest banner reads in one of the demonstrations in India about a raped girl.  The girl was terribly raped in Delhi, inserted an iron rod, and thrown naked on the road by those evil bus passengers/goondas. And a few days ago, two Bhutanese women were molested by the bus conductor and the driver in Bangalore. A piece of very sad news, and it's not a safe place to be in India. This is not a good thing to talk about this New Year. It’s time to enjoy, but I am terribly affected by this brutal incident; it was a very bad ending of the year 2012. And if ever, I will fight to the last fight with those goondas, well, good all people have come out to demonstrate for this. For now, I feel, a home is a secure place. I’m scared my two little eggs-like balls would also get smashed by those evils minded people for no reason. So enough of traveling and being away from home. Home is where the heart is. Oh my dear, hope you won’t mind and wouldn’t get bore for I will be in hibernation for a long time. 

6)      And the last but not the least, the big resolution is….let me leave this (This detesting snake may never let me fulfill whatever I have in my mind) I am afraid this big dream will bury my whole life. It’s the life's task, not a day, a week, a month, a year; it’s the lifetime achievement—and the lifetime achievement of writing nonsense goes to Mr. New Year. I say New Year is no new year. It’s old. For every New Year, my age becomes older and older. The antitheses of old are new, and old was once new, and the new will become old. A moment comes and goes. The moment is always in a movement. Xmas has just become ex now. The year comes and goes; 2012, 2013, 2014…etc but one’s life cannot go and come. It goes forever. I don’t know where? But our bodies become worthless as ash. Sad indeed.
For now, happy indeed to celebrate the New Year. So, everyone, have a profuse year ahead.